sometimes these free writes are too difficult. i get distracted by the ink and the flow of the letters off my pen. i start drawing the letters like i did in steno class way, way back when.
i think it has to do with my lack of artistic endeavors of late. the act of writing...the physical act of writing, that is, becomes dominant to the subject matter.
i have no idea what i'm rambling about on this very smokey night/suddenly quiet except for the sound of the AC and sapphrire interrupting the flow.